Beautiful day, oh, beautiful dream....

I didn't sleep very much tonight (about 5 hours) and after that I had to go into city and choose wallpapers. The whole room is gonna be grey/blue now, lightly lightly greyblue, it's gonna look splendid, exellenté, perfecto, italiano (like our director would say). Unfortunatley, we came to realize wallpapers are pretty expencive, 1 meters = 340 SEK at least, that was the cheapest one we found (that I liked). But at least it's better than 10 m = 355 SEK, we win a lot by looking around for the same wallpaper, 15 SEK cheaper/roll (and in the long run, that's gonna save us a LOT!). Bought one of the amazing muffins at the café to take home, weekend snack, and then we went for lunch at my cousin's wifes new resturant, shrimppie. I couldn't f*cking eat, I didn't get down a bit, I think I had one bite and then just.. no, no. I had to press down my diet coke (which means something is DEFINITLY wrong). Sick. Well, anyways, after that I came home, chatted for a little while before I decided to go to sleep for a little while. The best choice I've done all day. So I fell asleep to the notes of "Black Metal", COF (I think, I reeeeeally need to check with somebody that listen more to COF or metal in general) and I woke up rested and well, 3 hours qualitysleep. Just what I needed.

The day have been slow, not much have happened, not much have been felt, I hope I can phone littlebrother, because it'll make Lillita happy in the eye.

Update will follow later....



I talked to my little brother in the phone as usual for... a good... wow.. 4 hours, lol. I sang a few songs with him, it was fun. I think i'm the only one who thinks it's fun to talk to their little brother, lmao.

//Lillita <3

I want to put a disclaimer on my weight thingy

I do not in any way look down on people who are and want to be curvier, the thing is just that I don't want to be it. I don't say everybody should be superskinny, I say we should be able to look like we want and I do have a wish to be a little skinnier than average because I belive it would fit better with my face and my skeletal upbuild, being superskinny isn't a must for everybody and people sometimes go a little overly crazy with it causing things like anorexia/bulimia and other ED WS (Without Specification) such as orthorexia, that is a bad thing, i'm not gonna do that, i'm all for healthy living though. Me myself, i'm a vegitarian (although that's just because meat isn't my thing, I don't like the taste that much), I run a lot (because I love to run) and I drink a lot (mostly diet soda, it's a great downfall of mine, but I try to squeese water in with it ;) ) and I try to avoid temptations such as MAX's veggie burgers (and their chili cheese fries... Best drunken foods ever!) and I never smoke nor do I drink every week.

I know a lot of ladies that can carry up curves (just look at J.Lo or Beyoncé, you can't say they aren't hot), unfortunatley I can not, i've got a small bonestructure from the beginning, but also have (from my fathers side of the family) easily to gain weight. Luckily I have a workout spirit (from my cousines) and I love to play soccer, basketball and handball (on an amature level) as I love to dance and jog outdoors. But don't even try to put me near weights, I barley have the musclemass to lift a 10 kilo weight with both arms.

I just want people to know that, i'm not a crazy dieter or somebody who judges people who like to be curvy, it's just that I don't. I hope you guys understand that and don't think i'm a total nutcase (although i'm probably not far from it, lol)

Have a nice day!

/Lillita Luv <3

My day was pretty chill, did the dishes, resting was a major theme of the day. I feel constantly uptight and stressed, if I as much as think about school/the production I tend to vomit. I just wanna re:do EVERYTHING. None of this feels fun anymore and the fact I didn't like the idea from the beginning just makes it worse, nothing inspires me to come to school every day, I might as well stay at home, but that would be putting down the whole class, slowing down the work and it's not worth it, there are people that are having a blast with this production, why ruin their fun?

I was out walking with my mum today, took pictures. The enviorment here is what I like the best, but I miss the mist/fog, I want the misty sea back, I love to photograph in mist. The last time the air was thick with fog was when my camera was getting fixed (pressuredamaged lens for some freakalicious reason) so I just got some crappy pictures of the mist with my cellphone camera, you could barley see the mist. It sucked. Hardcore. Like something pervy.





I'm gonna ask my mum if she can cut my hair, edges are damadged by now, totally, so i'll have to lose like 1-2 cm, sucks, but at least my hair grows very fast... I wanna be blonde again after the production is over. Not going back to platinum, but strawberry/middleblonde, like my natural haircolor. I miss it. I was so pissed at mum before, she said I was naturally blonde, I said I was naturally black/brown so I just let my hair grow and... it showed... Mum was right, lol.

Have an awsome friday night!
/Versoffen Cheerleader Lillita <3

Inspiration :)

Inspiration :) But I don't wanna be as skinny as Nicole!

Welcome to Lilita's blog, darlings

Hey lovelies, I'm Lise aka Lilita <3

I'm new to this blogging thing, but now I have two accounts, one swedish and one english. I'll be updating on random stuff, i'll probably be posting thinspo, but for gods sake, do not think i'm pro-ana, i'm definitly not. I just want to be skinny, in a good way though. My music is a huge part of my life too, so you might be exposed to my singingattempts and my artist MySpace ;)

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Nic <3