My day was pretty chill, did the dishes, resting was a major theme of the day. I feel constantly uptight and stressed, if I as much as think about school/the production I tend to vomit. I just wanna re:do EVERYTHING. None of this feels fun anymore and the fact I didn't like the idea from the beginning just makes it worse, nothing inspires me to come to school every day, I might as well stay at home, but that would be putting down the whole class, slowing down the work and it's not worth it, there are people that are having a blast with this production, why ruin their fun?

I was out walking with my mum today, took pictures. The enviorment here is what I like the best, but I miss the mist/fog, I want the misty sea back, I love to photograph in mist. The last time the air was thick with fog was when my camera was getting fixed (pressuredamaged lens for some freakalicious reason) so I just got some crappy pictures of the mist with my cellphone camera, you could barley see the mist. It sucked. Hardcore. Like something pervy.





I'm gonna ask my mum if she can cut my hair, edges are damadged by now, totally, so i'll have to lose like 1-2 cm, sucks, but at least my hair grows very fast... I wanna be blonde again after the production is over. Not going back to platinum, but strawberry/middleblonde, like my natural haircolor. I miss it. I was so pissed at mum before, she said I was naturally blonde, I said I was naturally black/brown so I just let my hair grow and... it showed... Mum was right, lol.

Have an awsome friday night!
/Versoffen Cheerleader Lillita <3