Sick of being the outsider

Seriously, I'm always on the outside in the cold while all these people are inside having fun, it's all my childhood, please let me go back and be the little child I once was, I don't want to be here now. It's no hope for anything anymore, like walking in an endless tunnel, you vision the light to lead you out but it isn't there, like running on a treadmill. You get all worked up, but you ain't going nowhere.

Let me in for fuck sake!

/Lilita Luv