Self-hatred video

I made this a few days ago





I feel confused in a way, like it would be a good thing. I'm in some kind of state where I can't judge if it's bad or good, i'm quiet but not as lazy as I usually am. I did lots today, first I got new birthcontrol pills, they are pretty and blue. And the seven once without hormones are green. I'm gonna try them for a while and see if Nevoletta was the reason I had the extreme temp changes, then I bought more makeup and then I met up with my friend and I had a salad with shrimp, then we bought new pretty toothbrushes and then I had festis and a chocolate ball with her and then I went home again.


Today I ate;
A banana
A few ovenfried fries (homemade) with garlicdip
Green salad with shrimp, red onion, cucumber, garlicdressing and seafood cream
An orange juice with that
One 25 cl orange Festis and a chocolate ball (it was yummy, but my stomach hates when I eat sugar and fat, it really does, so my stomach hurts now)
A bun

This far, and it's 17:30, so it's only ½ hour till food-stop. It hasn't worked out for a few days, so I need to smack myself and get into it again.


//Lillita Luv