Feeling sick

I just had a banana, so I feel slightly naucious, it feels like I ate something superunhealthy, I know, it's 100 cals in it, but.. it just feels so wrong to eat it....
I did well exercising today tho, I ran more smooth and added an extra bit to my round PLUS that I removed one interwall stopline. I also worked harder with my abs and back and added extra leglifts to my routine, the stretching afterwards felt heavenly until I came to my calfes, I felt like I was killing my legs (probably from the bootcamp I led yesterday, oh god did they sweat! And ask for mercy. And cursed my name. I'm a tough chick.), it was just.. not funny, but after a few minutes the muscles were nice and slim again and the pain was far, far away.

Recently i've been starting to work harder with my makeup, I like trying out these makeups that go a little overboard, a little crazy and freaky, I think it's really fun. I do it as on a regular days basis to, people are in shock of how much makeup I use, LOL. I just feel more attractive that way, and I definitly look it to - me without makeup is like... Something extremley ugly. It's horrible, I swear. I look like a really ugly child.

Foodwise, I do pretty ok;
2 sandwiches
1 glass of o'boy

lunch;
4 sandwiches
3 glasses of milk

dinner;
1 dessertplate of macaronistew

other;
1 banana
3 dl diet coke
2 dl amazing grape sody


not too much, not too little for the amount of exercise I do ^^


I feel good, exept I need to do all these essays and I really need help with it, somebody knows anything about satanism? As in the kind who knows that it's more to it than devilworshiping. Like wiccan. And I need to finish the essay about the political crises in Belgium which is slightly solved now, but I still don't like Leterme on the post after what he said about Vallonians, it's just wrong that the leader of the country shoul hate half of it, god damn it! I passed the test in history about culture, I wrote an essay about the usage of corsets in ballet in the past years, they passed the essay with a little plus, and with my very good grades in dancinghistory I passed the whole course, although I failed two of the essays with the teachers, LOL, but one of the teachers is my classteacher and he knows, he's been reminding me a lot and he knows why, that it isn't just lazyness, so I didn't get the callout of a lifetime at least, LOL, and all the teachers liked my essay so much they decided to pass me, WIIIIE! I feel a lot better about that.

So, what's gonna happen now, i'm about to graduate. I'll probably try to get into the singer/songwrighter program here in my hometown next year, this year.. I don't know, work, I guess. I'd love to work at a kindergarden, but I don't know if i'm good with kids, altho I think it's really cool listening to them, they have imagination to such levels it's just.. Where do they get the energy? LOL! Kids are cool. I'll be little ms cleaninglady this summer at least, it should be ok, I mean, I get paid and mum is going on about "now you're finally gonna learn how to clean!". Newsflash, mum, I never will, LOL. Just when I really try, and you can get me to try hard... for a moneybonus, muahahaha! I'm gonna try to record a few song for the swedish radio artist 2008, the winner gets a challanger spot @ the swedish toplist! I'm probably not gonna go that far, but I can always dream, and people say I have a pretty nice voice.


Ah, that's all for now, ya'll sexy babes <3


//Lillita Luv <3