All thanks to wonderful people that pick me up time after time when I fall too far down. Little brother actually got me to eat my dinner, felt nice to eat, actually. Thank you, you know who you are <33
And I talked to other nice people yesterday too, it feels good to be around positive people, even if it's "just" online. It makes me positive and makes me have a more positive outlook. And compliments ain't wrong, lol.
At the moment i'm sitting listening to"The Eminem Show". I seriously haven't listened to it since I was 13 or 14, the first year I got it, I listened to it so much and loved it so much, but I stopped for some reason, and now I listen to it again, lol. I remember I looked pretty sad when I was little, my brothers called me hiphop goth, dressed in hiphop outfits, pale as a corpse, black eyemakeup and dark-red lipstick. Listened to Eminem, Turbonegro, Cradle of Filth mixed up with Christina Aguilera's Fighter and Walk Away. At 14-15; Worked out like hell. Barley ever ate. Dark eyemakeup. Listened to Christina Aguilera exclusivly. Now I listen to a lot. Littlebrother said I had the worlds widest taste in music, a little funny, lol. I am an eyelineraddict. Loves Amy Winehouse. I'm resolving into something better, ain't I?
Todays plan is just to run, work out and rest a little. My knees are killing me, lol. <3
Hmm.. Well, 11:30 this morning, my mum ran into my room screaming at me I needed to clean up, all because she had a dream. Lol. And when I went to bed last night (at 4:15 *deephole*) she came into my room all like "you can't be up this late, it's bad", like I didn't know I should have slept earlier, lol. I knew that, I just got occupied doing more funnier things like watching movies. She wouldn't even have listened, so I didn't bother talking to her about it, LOL. <3
/Lilita Luv <3
No comments:
Post a Comment