Just stepped up on the scale

I feel like i'm gonna be sick, I need to get all this fluid out of my system, it's probably mostly muscles, but fuck it, the scale speaks the most reasonable language and it's not supposed to ever be over 99 pounds for my size and it's way over and I need to get down to that and stay there, I should have been that for the whole time and I never were. Disgusting.

It's just that kind of day today

/Lilita Luv