I should't have let myself go, I did the ultimate worst thing I could do - I gained. For fuck sake, this is just gross, I let myself go because I felt too safe, that's not the right thing to do for me, I need to watch it more carefully. I need to cut down again, less food, more water. We're gonna start touring soon, it's a bit of a hell, because when tired, it's not like we can go to sleep for an hour, but there's food, food, food, and all the already skinny people eat candy all over the place, I just fucked up. Somebody slam me across the head and send me out to run, that's what I need, I need a run and a green salad. I am eating a banana right now (I know, it's not good) and I have a terrible cold, but at least I do better in the show finally, it feels a lot better and the choreographys are coming together nicely. So I can't ruin my good life with stupid things....
/Lillita Luv<3
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