First half of the day was school as usual, I got some of my onstage clothes started, the half tank (like a tanktop, but no boobage protection... I won't be flashing tho, lol. I will use tape to make sure my clothes stay on.) I will have over the corset and the ballerinaskirt, I still have the skanky skirt left tho.. Final goal is that I will have a supershort skirt, skincolored tights and kneesocks.. I still need to find a pair of red fake converse tho..
I came home, watched some HSOD and then took a short, short nap before I changed and went out for a run in the thick fog, it was amazing, lol. The nature was so beautiful, the fog laying over the trees and meadows like the earth was sleeping, everything is quiet and a little sad, but so beautiful.
I think i'm in bad shape though, it's not critically bad, but it should be so much better, I always run in interwalls but I couldn't run the longest part, but i'll get there, last summer I was in amazing shape and i'll easily get back to that, but this time i'm gonna weigh a LOT less, I hope i'll drop the same amount this summer, it'd be great, diffirence between me last summer and now is pretty huge, - 12 kilos, I hope i'll lose around 18-23 more kilos, i'd look great I think. Maybe not if I lost 23, but at least -18 kilos, i'd look amazing.
I can feel my shoulders much better through my skin now, I always drop from shoulders first, lol. Feels good to finally be up and running again, I feel amazing and I... don't look it, but I will, sooner or later.
^ I need to look like this ^
Love ya'll, babes <333 Especially some of you.
//Lillita Luv <3
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